I keep finding myself looking for something more then this mediocre life I live. I keep searching for things that will feel me up, but yet the one thing I have always longed for and claim I live for has always been right in front of me. I searched for more money to feel me up but yet when I have money it runs out, I look to have more friends but yet the more friends I find it still didn't feel me up. I try to get more involved and to stay busy but being busy still made me feel empty.
All along I was looking for something more, even though I knew that everything I was needing was right in front of me. Christ died on a Cross for the sins of all men, and all we are called to do is call on his name. When it comes to life I feel it up with so many other things in hopes to find Joy, but true Joy comes from the Lord and I am starting to learn that.
It is tough nothing about living for Christ is easy. I am scrutinized, I am mocked but yet it is worth it. Christ died on a Cross for us, he was spit on beaten, which is worse then anything that will most likely happen to me in my life. And if it does happen to me then I will thank my God for it. So I was looking for something more and that more was Christ and he is more awesome then anything I can find in this life.
This blog may only make sense to me but I hope you understand it.
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