This post is about a weird dream I had. Will not be looking deep into scripture or anything like that just want to explain this dream. Now first off this has to deal with a girl and a little bit of my past so get ready for the joy that is ahead of you. Also if you are reading this you must be one of my true followers because I am not posting the link to this on facebook or twitter. So congrats to you for reading about my life.
Well this dream started with me hanging out with some old friends and some people I did not really know. You know reminiscing about the old days and some of the old stupid things we did in high school. For a dream I actually felt really good and was surprisingly one of the better feelings I have had in a long time. Maybe this is because I do not see my old friends very much or something, I do not know. Then while hanging out a girl from my past came in. Now kind of random because I honestly didn’t know the girl in high school and all I remember about her was that I led her on really badly. Yes I am honest about myself.
Well I found myself talking to this girl for a long period of time and found myself thinking I should hang out with her more. Remember this is a dream and when I woke up it was awkward and there are no feelings for the girl in my dreams. And yes technically it is the girl of my dreams because she was in my dream but no attraction to her in real life. Ok back to the dream, I found myself talking and talking to this girl and by the end of the night I got up the courage up to ask her to hang out again.
So when I asked the girl I figured the response would be yes but my past came back to haunt me. She looked at me and pretty much told me that she could not trust a guy who played games with girls and was scared of commitment. I woke up from my dream rather quickly and was very confused. I began to sit there and think deeply about what had just happened in the dream. I guess in some aspects the words she said were true about my past but are they true about my present?
I feel as though I have changed a lot since my high schools days. Now I did do a lot of things wrong and since girls are mostly the ones who read my blog I will not go into to much depth on that. God truly had to bring me out of a bad place when I came to know him and even after a few years of following him. I think my view of this dream is just how easily we can be manipulated by our past. Sometimes they can creep back up on us and we can let them bring us down but honestly it is just our past, it is not our future. I don’t know it was weird and I didn’t explain to well everything with the dream and my thoughts after but oh well. Hope you enjoyed reading a weird post.
